Cherish people who love you

Man…. there are people out there who can’t be happy about the fact that somebody cares and think about them.

I just sent a message to this person I know just to give her information that I thought it’s useful for her.
Then all I got from her was,

“I found your message so annoying.  Who do you think you are?  I thought you are a kind of person whom I wanna support,
but I am disappointed with you. Don’t even try to make an apology to me. I don’t wanna waste my time to your reply.”


What the….?!


I reread my message to her to check if I sounded rude or something, but I don’t think that I didn’t say anything offensive to her.
You know, when you are in the phase where you can’t be happy about anything and can’t help but acting like a stubborn one.
I do understand all of that.

But it’s just sad that you can’t be happy about people caring about you.

I won’t stay upset about this incident because, well, at least I don’t wanna be like that person who stays in the unhappiness.

I know I have people in my life who cares about me, and without them, I won’t be able to survive.

Cherish people who love you.


Actions and Changes: Goals for June

Wow…. it’s already June.


What did I do in May…? hmmm…. technically, I was excited that the summer break is finally here,

and became lazy…. slept until 10 or 11 all the time…. stayed in the house all day…


yeah… change is gotta come.


I’ve been watching Foodnetwork channel allllllllll day during the past week (well, because I love food and I am getting to like cooking too),

and one time, I had a deep thought.


Man, these people are trying so hard to show what they can do.

Cooking is an experiment oftentime (well, at least I believe so).

You try so many ways to get the particular flavor you want to get.

You put so many ingredients to achieve certain texture, color, flavor etc etc….

You never know what will work until you actually try it.


You know, when you watch these cooking battle shows where chefs attempt to cook great dishes within certain amount of time,

no matter what happens, they never stop and finish what they have started.


Really impressive, isn’t it?


And I thought, “wow, I wanna be like them.”


Well, of course, I wanna become a good cook like them literally,

but not only that.

I wanna be a person who actively takes actions all the time in order to achieve something.


Fortunately, I started doing inside exercises like stretching and Zumba during the past two weeks,

I am determined to continue that.

In terms of academic stuff, I really need to finish a major amount of readings done this month.

Seriously, this is not a joke.  I gotta keep pushing Ph.D. student button on more often.


Therefore, this month’s goals: Actions & Changes.

Yup, gotta make it happen.